HUH??

Free floating anxiety? Doesn't add up to me. Free floating and anxiety exist in two different worlds. Maybe Unknown Cause Anxiety or WTF anxiety or "beats the heck out of me" anxiety but not free floating. Clouds free float. Joyous moments free float. The fantabulous full moon shining high in the sky tonight free floats. The thought came to me a few minutes ago that I am having free floating anxiety. BAM! My next thought was...HUH? I have used that phrase for years and I do understand the rationale behind it but tonight I lost the belief in free floating anxiety. Free floating sounds happy. I could dance to free floating bliss. Anxiety drags me down. My focus becomes polarized and obsessive. Anxiety shrinks my world, creates paranoia, refutes my faith in life and claims my time. Free floating lifts me up, frames my life in hope, calls out to my faith and renews me.

                                                               FREE  FLOATING